How I Left My Abusive (ex) Boyfriend

  • Published on Dec 7, 2018
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Comments • 38 270

  • brittany Pickel
    brittany Pickel 9 minutes ago

    illy you can ask the person who he could say sent the stuff if they really did.

  • speeding the gacha shapeshifter

    1 like =10,000 punches for Harris

  • Chriss Krass
    Chriss Krass 58 minutes ago


  • Hemang Vyas
    Hemang Vyas Hour ago

    Forgive, never forget.
    And many times, better to not forgive either.

  • Néstor Abreu Jiménez

    If you were my sister I would train you to punch him in the face

  • sabari binoy
    sabari binoy 6 hours ago

    3:42 - 4:06

  • Elimz on ps4
    Elimz on ps4 9 hours ago

    Illymation:Abuse and sexual harrassment.
    Me:struggling with type 1 diabetes

    Me and them GOING THROUGH SOME SHIT😞😢💞

  • JoAnna Rojas
    JoAnna Rojas 9 hours ago

    I hate haris haris more like...... dum dum

  • XxGacha TøastxX
    XxGacha TøastxX 10 hours ago

    Now I know NEVER get a bf

  • Ejtminer
    Ejtminer 10 hours ago

    tell me where he lives, what adress, AND WHAT NEIGHBORHOOD so i can get my ak47 out of my garage FLY THERE AND WIPE HIS ASS OFF THE FACE OF THE EARTH :D

  • Erica Sanders
    Erica Sanders 10 hours ago

    OMG that last volcano limb dippin' thing is like my life's goal because harris can go jump off roofs for all I care. bOO0 hARRIS!!! Also I l.o.v.e. your vids and also im new. okee bai

  • Hyper Mouse
    Hyper Mouse 12 hours ago

    If haris said ILL KILL MYSELF I would have said DO IT U WONT NO BALLS

  • Natsukii Chan
    Natsukii Chan 14 hours ago +1

    I know I’m a stranger but I would like to say I watched your video when it came out and it has led me on a journey I never thought I would start I recently started sharing my story to those who cared I took a leap of faith and I go so much more support and love more than I expected I almost cried thank you for encouraging me you helped me go on a journey I never expected and for that I thank you.

  • Blazehunter Playz
    Blazehunter Playz 14 hours ago

    This ins’t holy but Harris should Burn In Hell enteraly

  • Kit Kat
    Kit Kat 14 hours ago

    Illy, your amazing.

  • jill barentt
    jill barentt 14 hours ago

    Califorina statue of limitations are fucked up

  • Celia Ross
    Celia Ross 16 hours ago +1

    Thank you. And I am so, so sorry. You're an amazing creator and thank you for informing everyone, including me, about this.

  • Addison Rubin
    Addison Rubin 20 hours ago +1

    You know this guy is terriable. He is a total ugly butt

  • Caitlyn Clark
    Caitlyn Clark 21 hour ago

    most everyone in the comments section is only talking about haris...but who i’m angry at is the *police officer*

  • Redzainor
    Redzainor 21 hour ago

    If Im a cop and Haris try to denie anything, I put him in a room with a professional and a lie detector.

  • DQMaster777
    DQMaster777 22 hours ago

    Goodbye friends of Hagrid.

  • Mr.Purple
    Mr.Purple Day ago +1

    We *RAID* *Harris* *House*

  • Dan Fan
    Dan Fan Day ago

    If you really want to start dating other people and get there trust first ask them a really serious question like “if I committed suicide how would you react?”

  • Abby Prior
    Abby Prior Day ago

    It’s so sad that this happens to people. But stick up for yourself because words are stronger than fighting!!! Stay strong and don’t talk to strangers, be safe, be respectful to kind people, and be responsible to you and anyone in need, and if anything is happening, tell someone or notify someone what they are doing to get help😁 ( except those trying to do what happen to her 😒)

  • skittle playz
    skittle playz Day ago +1


  • Semira and Aydin Nikocevic

    5:24 :O NO NO SQUARE wow
    I still like this video it’s interesting idk why

  • Ace Yt
    Ace Yt Day ago +1

    Harry : Gonna Kill Myself!
    ME : Do👏 It👏PLEASE👏Freaking👏Do👏It👏

  • Hannah Johnson
    Hannah Johnson Day ago +2

    1 like = a kick in the balls, a slap in the face, AND a bag of vinager on the biggest blood stain in the world for da ex.

  • Jessica Mealea Villegas

    I'm learning a lot of new words

  • Coconut
    Coconut Day ago +1

    Haris sux

  • Cathy Hazell
    Cathy Hazell Day ago

    I’m so sorry that this happened to u😰😨😱

  • Billie Eylash
    Billie Eylash Day ago +1


  • Ink Demon
    Ink Demon 2 days ago

    I feel bad for you.
    1 like = 1 prayer for her to forget

  • thetwinblade
    thetwinblade 2 days ago +5

    Haris: "I'm gonna kill myself..."
    Me: "NO WAIT!"
    Me: *grabs camera*
    Me: "All good!"

  • Julio Angel F R
    Julio Angel F R 2 days ago

    Oh shit

  • Acutesquash 8381
    Acutesquash 8381 2 days ago

    Haris = 🗑

  • darkflame728
    darkflame728 2 days ago +1

    Wow. Every fiber of my being wants to kill this Harris guy. Violently.

  • Rohan Leonard
    Rohan Leonard 2 days ago +1

    6:15 gay ?

  • Jeremy Jackson
    Jeremy Jackson 2 days ago +1

    been over a year... dayum

  • Joy Cloud
    Joy Cloud 2 days ago

    Oh my gof

  • DoritoMudkip 64
    DoritoMudkip 64 2 days ago +1

    I'm not buying the rape statistics you put on screen...

    Just sayin'.

    • Pixie Pop
      Pixie Pop 2 days ago

      This happened way more than you think. But i cant blame you for not believing her. People say this stuff for attention (not saying this happened) but i highly doubt she'll go though a super Detailed story just for views.

  • DoritoMudkip 64
    DoritoMudkip 64 2 days ago +1

    I've been through a similar problem.

  • IcedCoffee
    IcedCoffee 3 days ago +8

    Him: "I'll kill myself"

    *JUST DO IT*

  • Pop ZZ4
    Pop ZZ4 3 days ago +1

    harris =r/neckbeards

  • Suzy Blue
    Suzy Blue 3 days ago +3

    I don’t know if this is just me, but from all the stuff Harris would do to you illy, I’d let him kill himself.

  • Polska in space
    Polska in space 3 days ago

    If you were the judge for his case, what would you do?
    I personally would sentence him to death.

  • Hanzo's Fat Nuts
    Hanzo's Fat Nuts 3 days ago

    Why is there so many dislikes? I get that some people view dislikes differently but bad

  • Gabbie B
    Gabbie B 3 days ago +1

    If someone asked for nudes from me i would've put on my winter gear find a mirror hold up my middle finger take a picture send it to that person block him show my parents and report to police. But i didn't expirience this so i can't say anything. If only it would be that easy for those who did expierience these situations.

  • Unknown Explorers
    Unknown Explorers 3 days ago +1

    He looks like Thanos

    JAYAWESOME _MY 3 days ago

    Haris to hell
    Haris to hell
    Haris to hell
    Haris to hell

  • Shiro Blueberry
    Shiro Blueberry 4 days ago

    You’re so strong for sharing this. I’m so glad you’re not in that anymore. Sadly there are more people like this in the world

  • bunnii
    bunnii 4 days ago +7

    can yall stop using illy's abuse for likes? its sick and uncalled for..

  • Luisa Cruz-Pedraza
    Luisa Cruz-Pedraza 4 days ago

    Is she Alex clark's sister

  • Julls
    Julls 4 days ago

    10:45 I know how this feels. When I was 16 I called the police to report about a phone number that was making some really weird calls to my cellphone. The officer told me that since I was underage I couldn't call the police to make a report and they did nothing about it.

  • venom xxx
    venom xxx 4 days ago

    bro polic need to think about this stuff

  • Julian Mandujano
    Julian Mandujano 4 days ago

    Was it UCLA

  • hey at least I tried


  • Kasey Butcher
    Kasey Butcher 5 days ago +1

    People like Harris deserve to rot slowly in a prison. Alone. With no contact with anyone.

  • Alina Lytvynchuk
    Alina Lytvynchuk 5 days ago +1

    U are my little Cinnamon rollllllllllll be careful holy potato!

  • Alina Lytvynchuk
    Alina Lytvynchuk 5 days ago +3

    I don't like that section of the mall me: crap