Anna Clendening - To My Parents Lyrics

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  • aight_im_head_out_and_cry okay

    I'm sorry mom
    I'm sorry I'm angry
    I'm sorry I have depression
    I'm sorry I'm not happy
    I'm sorry I worry about you
    I'm sorry me and my brother fight
    I'm sorry I'm not what you wanted
    I'm sorry I'm only 13 and I wanna die
    I'm sorry I dont do sports
    I'm sorry that I'm scared
    I'm sorry that I'm not good enough to brag about
    I'm sorry that I'm always arguing with you
    I'm sorry I can't get out of bed in the morning g
    And I'm sorry I can't go to sleep
    But I don't wanna be sorry, because it's no my fault, I can't control this. I can't control my feelings, If I could, do you think I'd be crying myself to sleep? Do you think I'd blame myself for her death? I'm angry because you put us in a situation that we couldn't get out. A situation that you were to weak to avoid. For four years, I suffered. Silently, as he would beat me to pulp as if I were a bug. For four goddamn years I heard his friends talk about the things they'd do to me if I were 'more experienced'. I was eight, mom. You still don't know what they did, so, who cares right? I'm angry because I can't control this. I can't control these roller coasters of feelings that surge through my body like poison in my bloodstream. For four years I feared anything and everything that got too close to me. Now, I'm scared of guys. Mom, I'm scared of what's gonna happen to me. I'm so scared. Because now I get to think about what happened, and I don't want to. Now I cry myself to sleep. Now I have PTSD. Now I'm scared I'll have to watch another sibling die. I only have one left, and I can't lose him. Now I have to go to therapy. I wanna blame you so bad. I wanna tell you how I feel, but I can't. Be a use if hurts to open my mouth, to say what I feel. I can't blame you though, be a use it's not all your fault. It's everyone who was around us. Most of my friends knew, so they never came over. They could've told someone, they didn't. Neither did your friends, your family, my teachers. Now I get to cry. And I don't like crying. Goodbye, be sure I'm not going to apologize, if it's anyone's fault, it's sure as hell not mine. I forgave myself a long time ago. I don't know if I can forgive you for what happened. I know you're trying, trying to show me that it's okay. When I turn 18 I have to leave, I need a break, a break you won't allow me be sure I'm 'to young'
    ~Sincerely, your depressed daughter

  • Gaonha
    Gaonha 18 hours ago

    I’m sorry mom for not making you proud
    For never being good enough
    Not being as good as my sisters
    Sorry dad
    For not being good enough as my other siblings

  • Tim Baker
    Tim Baker 19 hours ago

    I’m sorry mom and dad for existing 😭😭 I’m sorry for being a disappointment
    I’m sorry for not being enough
    I’m sorry for never making you proud
    I’m sorry for everything I wasn’t
    I’m sorry I cam into your life 😭😭😔😔

  • 愛Mochi Gacha愛
    愛Mochi Gacha愛 20 hours ago

    I’m sorry mom and dad that
    I was never good at any classes
    Got hella bad grades
    That I was USLESS and never helped with anything
    I’m sorry I’m not beautiful.
    I’m sorry you had to adopt me

  • Trisha Vailoces
    Trisha Vailoces Day ago

    who's parents are arguing today?😞

  • Reece O
    Reece O Day ago

    I wanna do a cover of this but changing the words to match my life-

  • Rylee Reneè
    Rylee Reneè Day ago

    i'm sorry mom and dad

    for being so antisocial and rude

  • Breanna Neal
    Breanna Neal 2 days ago

    Dear mom and dad,
    It’s been 2 years now. 2 years since you pushed me out of your lives. I’m doing okay. I graduated. I’m kinda hurt you didn’t show up to watch me graduate high school, but I’ll be fine. I’m gonna go to college soon. I wanna be a nurse. I wanna help people. I’m moving into a nice little apartment on my own. No more roommates. I got a new job. One where the boss treats me fairly. I’m working hard. I pay all my own bills, I get up every day despite the constant want to stay in bed and mope. But I realize it won’t do any good. 2 years since we last spoke, since we last saw each other. I hope you’re doing okay.
    Your daughter
    PS, I’m sorry

  • someone new
    someone new 2 days ago +1

    im sorry mom and dad
    sorry i failed in school
    sorry i tried to kill myself
    sorry i screamed at you
    sorry i tried to hate you
    you gave me everything
    i gave you nothing
    sorry i lied
    sorry i was the “failed child”
    sorry wasn’t like my brother
    sorry i didn’t impress
    sorry i didn’t tell you i cared

  • Hannah Weirdo
    Hannah Weirdo 2 days ago +1

    Im Sorry dad that i didnt get to say 'Bye dad i love you so so much' before you left to be with GG and everyone else the last words i said was ' I HATE YOU SO SO MUCH!!!!!'

  • Waleed  Dhaen
    Waleed Dhaen 2 days ago

    Sorry mom and bc I didn't live my life like how I should've bc I think that u didn't let me go out of the house not waer cute girl clothes not having a boy's number on my phone... And now u r wondering why am I a lesbian... Why? Bc u only let me waer bage clothes clothes that I hate so my mine got the idea that I want to be a lesbian so I am and now a really bad state of depression

  • Ellie Scott
    Ellie Scott 3 days ago +1

    Sorry mum and dad

    That I cry each second of each day for feeling mentally damaged sorry for being a mistake

  • alejandra estrada
    alejandra estrada 3 days ago +4

    Parents can break your heart to 😭 but nobody is ready for that conversation

  • See My Words
    See My Words 3 days ago

    Sorry mom and dad
    For having gifts I never use “properly”
    For pursuing the creative field
    For succeeding but not in the way you wanted to
    What am I talking about?
    Why am I apologizing?
    You’re still not proud
    I don’t care if I’m the antagonist in YOUR story
    I am in mine too
    But I don’t need to apologize to people who made me feel like shit, prevented me from feeling anything, taking away everything from me. My friends, my stuff, my sanity, I’m sorry I wasn’t like my sister.
    Fuck you

  • Dark Angel
    Dark Angel 4 days ago +2

    I'm sorry mom and dad...
    I'm sorry for being such a mean girl
    I'm sorry for being so lazy
    I'm sorry for being who I am
    I'm sorry for not being like my perfect friends
    I'm sorry for being so rude
    I'm sorry for being so useless and stupid
    I'm sorry for everything...
    I'm sorry for being your daughter

    I'm sorry mom and dad I know I messed up bad I should've done, should've done better....
    I'm sorry mom and dad for all the time I had to get my life, to get my life together...
    but I didn't....
    And I love you and my sister so much😔🖤

    I'm sorry

    • Less Than a Million Subs Community
      Less Than a Million Subs Community 3 days ago

      Dark Angel It’s okay. Nobody is perfect, we all have our flaws. Flaws we can fix with effort. You can always try harder, but what matters is that you do your best.

  • Realeye Reallie
    Realeye Reallie 4 days ago +1

    sorry mom and dad :(

  • Aliyah ofc
    Aliyah ofc 4 days ago +2

    Im sorry mom💔

    Im sorry Im fat
    Im sorry Im failing school
    Im sorry Im not my sister
    Im sorry Im not everything you wanted
    Im sorry for crying every night
    Im sorry i have depression
    Im sorry Im so so sorry mommy 💔

    • Less Than a Million Subs Community
      Less Than a Million Subs Community 3 days ago

      Aliyah ofc You didn’t choose to have depression, and (as long as it doesn’t endanger your health) there’s nothing wrong with being fat. School can be hard, but remember it doesn’t define you. If you need someone to talk to, you can always answer this comment and I’m willing to listen.

  • PHÕĒŃÍX ĐĒVÕŃŚHÍŘĒ

    I'm sorry Mom and dad
    For not being the Daughter You always wanted For being like Brother for failing....For not being the perfect Little Child you always wanted I tried Making you proud....How to be perfect???

    • Less Than a Million Subs Community
      Less Than a Million Subs Community 3 days ago

      PHÕĒŃÍX ĐĒVÕŃŚHÍŘĒ It’s okay, no one is perfect. You deserve to feel loved. Please know that you aren’t useless, you just haven’t found your purpose yet. You can always answer this comment if you need someone to talk to.

  • Rayano Fuentes
    Rayano Fuentes 4 days ago +1

    Hi everyone it is tough having to hear what u have to say and with having many of u say sorry about everything but I agree with @gracehermkens there is no need to cut yourself or do anything to you Bc really you think “I wanna die now there is nothing for me here I’ve done so much to my parents we’ll know u can forgive al the time we all make mistakes it hard to apologize in ways but it’s what we do to make amends I cut myself and I regret it Bc time flys by and good things happen and u look down trying to figure out how to hide what u did and u remember that moment over and over so I’m telling don’t do it,it’s the biggest mistake of your life.

  • Babygirl 17
    Babygirl 17 4 days ago +1

    I'm sorry mom and dad for existing
    I'm sorry for being a disgrace and a disappointment
    I'm sorry for being your daughter

    Would u be happy if i died?

    Mom and dad:yes!
    Me:ok GOODBYE 🔪😭

    • Less Than a Million Subs Community
      Less Than a Million Subs Community 3 days ago

      Babygirl 17 Yes you do, you have me. I hope things get better for you.

    • Babygirl 17
      Babygirl 17 3 days ago

      Thank u...my family gave up on me...i have no one else 😭

    • Less Than a Million Subs Community
      Less Than a Million Subs Community 3 days ago

      Babygirl 17 You didn’t ask to be born. You aren’t a disgrace or a disappointment, some people (like you) just need time. It’s not your fault. There are people who care about you. If you need someone to talk to, you can always reply to this comment and I’m more than willing to listen.

  • Carolinagirl232
    Carolinagirl232 4 days ago +3

    Everybody in the comments are like
    I’m sorry mom and dad I should’ve, should’ve died should’ve died better. 😭😭

  • Courtney Heyyy
    Courtney Heyyy 4 days ago +3

    Always love your parents, even when they are not so nice. Even when they say “so”, or yell at you. ❤️

  • Karla barbosa
    Karla barbosa 5 days ago

    Im sorry mom and dad
    Im sorry for yelling at you guys for silly little things
    Im sorry for not being grateful for everything that y'all have gave me
    Im sorry for bing the daughter that you guys expect nothing from
    Im sorry.

  • Jacob Grant
    Jacob Grant 5 days ago

    In 1993 you gave birth me sweet little girl the world in my feet

  • Mintry
    Mintry 5 days ago +1

    i’m sorry mom
    for being too sensitive
    for not being perfect
    for not getting all A’s like you wanted
    for procrastinating too much
    for keeping secrets from you
    for being disappointing to you
    i’m sorry dad
    for not being the best
    for keeping secrets from you
    for not spending enough time with you
    for being a sore loser
    for being sad all the time
    for being a disappointment

  • Lydia Lloyd
    Lydia Lloyd 5 days ago

    i can relate but that's not the point the point is to use this to do the right thing be that prode kid for your parents be strong be independent tell your story on your time just do whats best for you but do it in a good way

  • Brianna Asbell
    Brianna Asbell 5 days ago +1

    This makes me cry😢😔💔

  • Zemirah Washington
    Zemirah Washington 6 days ago +1

    And she's 25 it's not tooooo late for u to work hard

  • Yaneli Garcia
    Yaneli Garcia 6 days ago +1

    😔

  • The bff The bff
    The bff The bff 6 days ago +2

    I am sorry mum and dad for all the things I done

  • Dj Cook
    Dj Cook 6 days ago +1

    im sorry mom and dad for not being the daughter you wanted.... do you want someone else?...

  • Sora Blackwing
    Sora Blackwing 6 days ago +1

    I'm sorry mom and dad
    For not being good enough for you to not leave me behind.
    For not being the straight A student you wanted.
    For not being the disiplined obedient child.
    For not dieing in the womb with the others......

    • Less Than a Million Subs Community
      Less Than a Million Subs Community 5 days ago

      Sora Blackwing Grades don’t define you and they never will. You may not be the most obedient but you are yourself, you deserve to live and be happy. Things can get better, but only if you want them to get better.

  • Claire Vendesé
    Claire Vendesé 6 days ago +1

    Dear mom and dad
    I’m sorry that I’m failing all my grades...
    I’m sorry for fighting with you...
    I’m sorry I’m not good enough
    I’m sorry that you guys fight because of me...
    I’m sorry that I get angry at you...
    I’m sorry that I’m your daughter...

  • Cora Kuhl
    Cora Kuhl 7 days ago +1

    Im sorry mom and dad
    for pushing on a pull door

  • Mahasweta Eshore
    Mahasweta Eshore 7 days ago +3

    I am listening this song for the first time and I just can't stop my tears I'm sorry mom and dad I'm so useless

  • kayley odell
    kayley odell 7 days ago +1

    i am sorry mum and dad ik you dont love it is fine my knife loves my arm i am so sad and you dont see it

    • Less Than a Million Subs Community
      Less Than a Million Subs Community 5 days ago

      kayley odell please seek help. You don’t deserve to be so depressed. There are people who love you. If you need a shoulder to cry on, you can always reply to me. I’m more than willing to listen.

  • Stacy Gacha
    Stacy Gacha 7 days ago +1

    I’m sorry mom for being a bi*ch
    Sorry for being not enough
    Sorry for being too sensitive
    Sorry for being a girl and not like my brothers.
    I’m sorry mom I wanted you to love me
    I’m sorry I was a mistake.

    I’m sorry that I’m me

    • Less Than a Million Subs Community
      Less Than a Million Subs Community 5 days ago

      Stacy Gacha you’re not a bi*ch and there’s nothing wrong with being sensitive. You didn’t choose your gender and being a girl is okay. You can always turn your life around and you will always be good enough for someone. There will always be people who love you and you can always reply to this comment if you need someone to talk to.

  • Lysse
    Lysse 7 days ago +1

    I'm sorry mum and dad
    Sorry for not being as good as my brother
    Sorry for having depression
    Sorry for having anxiety
    Sorry for cutting
    Sorry for not being good enough
    Sorry for not getting better grades
    Sorry for not being happy
    Sorry that I was a mistake
    Sorry that I'm stupid
    Sorry that I want to die
    Sorry for putting you through 9 months of making me and wasting 15 years of your life for me to not make you proud. For not doing better. For being a waste of time and money.

    • Less Than a Million Subs Community
      Less Than a Million Subs Community 5 days ago

      Lysse you’re not a waste of time and it’s not your fault that you have anxiety and depression. You just need help from a professional and a more love. You don’t have to be like your brother, do what makes you happy. There is always someone who loves you and if you don’t have anyone else to talk to, you can reply to this comment and talk to me.

  • Izzy Bennett
    Izzy Bennett 8 days ago +3

    I'm just sorry ... I dont need to tell you my flaws ... it's obvious what they are . But mum and dad know that I'm sorry ....

  • Mörtel Lienig
    Mörtel Lienig 8 days ago +1

    Cool

  • Noah Bonneau
    Noah Bonneau 8 days ago +1

    I'm sorry Mom and Dad
    For making you lose your promotion to take care of me and my epilepsy

  • Akariyanna Mcglaun
    Akariyanna Mcglaun 8 days ago +3

    I’m sorry best friend that I wasn’t the best owner, I wish I got to hold you one last time before they put you to sleep and tell you I loved you one last time before you were sent to Paradise waiting for me, but I’ll be there soon when my time is ready but I’m doing better now i hope you hear when I cry and talk to your ashes every night and no other dog could replace you, I love you.

  • Leticia Sabala
    Leticia Sabala 8 days ago +1

    Sorry ma and dad
    Sorry you had me
    Sorry for hurting myself but you didn’t seem to care
    Sorry for trying to spend time with you
    Sorry for telling you I loved you
    Sorry I wasn’t the daughter you wanted
    Sorry I didn’t if I’m not smart enough
    Sorry if I’m not enough
    Sorry for trying to have a better relationship
    Sorry for wasting my money to have food for us
    Sorry for everything I hate you but I love you I hate that I hate you at the same time..
    Sorry that I was started to have depression when I was 14 and you didn’t seem to care
    Sorry if I wish I was dead you wouldn’t notice
    Sorry for having a good heart and care
    Sorry if we’re not in each other life right now
    Hopefully things will be better
    Sincerely your daughter

    • Less Than a Million Subs Community
      Less Than a Million Subs Community 5 days ago +1

      Leticia Sabala none of these are your fault. All I want to say is that I hope you seek help and that you will be happier. No one deserves to go through what you’re going through. If you ever feel alone, you can reply to this comment to talk to me. I’m more than willing to listen.

  • I’m fine Haha
    I’m fine Haha 8 days ago +1

    I’m sorry mom for having aniexty for not being enough for being useless for never listening to you and for not being the daughter you wanted no I’m not doing this for likes I fr wish I could’ve been the perfect daughter she wanted

    • I’m fine Haha
      I’m fine Haha Day ago

      Less Than a Million Subs Community I don’t know if things will get better but as long as I stay positive they might!

    • Less Than a Million Subs Community
      Less Than a Million Subs Community 3 days ago

      I’m fine Haha I’m just grateful that you feel better. I truly hope things get better for you.

    • I’m fine Haha
      I’m fine Haha 3 days ago +1

      I just want to say thank u for all the damn support I couldn’t ask for more as much as I say thank u can’t describe how grateful I am right now

    • Less Than a Million Subs Community
      Less Than a Million Subs Community 5 days ago

      I’m fine Haha it’s no problem. Everybody needs a friend and I truly hope the best for you.

    • I’m fine Haha
      I’m fine Haha 5 days ago +1

      Less Than a Million Subs Community thank u fr can’t say thank u enough.

  • Lisa Fullam
    Lisa Fullam 8 days ago +2

    This song makes me realize more then ever to always remember what my mom and have done for me and I wanna make them proud and buy that house upon that hill for them

  • Fatna el
    Fatna el 9 days ago +2

    I'm sorry mom and dad
    cuz im an A-sexual
    cuz I'm so good at school u just want more than A+
    I'm sorry for having depression
    I'm sorry mom and dad for all i did to u
    I'm sorry mom and dad for not respecting
    I'm sorry mom and dad for ending my life
    sincerely ur daughter i didn't make u proud

  • Yosha aaa
    Yosha aaa 9 days ago

    I'm sorry, mom and dad. You deserve someone better.

  • Khaleesi PMEA
    Khaleesi PMEA 9 days ago

    I’m sorry mom and dad for not passing your expectations of me. I should’ve done better. I should’ve studied better. Even though I passed but with that grade it’s like not passing at all. All your hard-works for me are useless because I took for granted of it😞

  • xXNightWolfXx
    xXNightWolfXx 9 days ago +1

    For everyone who listend to this song listen to motherly love

  • Cailey Schultz
    Cailey Schultz 9 days ago

    I'm sorry mom and dad...
    I'm sorry for acting out. I'm sorry for hating you. I'm sorry I didn't say goodbye I'm sorry for not saying i love you like i should have. I'm sorry I'm a mess of a daughter

  • Valeria Juarez
    Valeria Juarez 9 days ago

    Im sorry MOM and DaD

  • Jagoda Jaworek
    Jagoda Jaworek 10 days ago +1

    "I know I didn't make you proud
    I should've been someone by now"

  • awwalexgirl36 awesome
    awwalexgirl36 awesome 10 days ago +3

    Im sorry mom and dad
    For not being able to get you everything you want
    For not being beautiful
    For bot being perfect in every way
    For having depression
    For having anger issues
    For being born

  • Angel Mackey
    Angel Mackey 10 days ago

    Relates to my parents

  • Freesubs Subs
    Freesubs Subs 10 days ago

    Im crying bc mom and dad always like my brothers than me :( but i dont really care about them now bc they dont care to:/

  • Keira Ceniceros
    Keira Ceniceros 10 days ago +2

    Ok so I’m seeing a lot of comments saying “I’m sorry mom and dad for “ whatever they’re reason is now if your one of those people please don’t be sad,mad or regretful and aplogizing for stuff that half of it wasn’t even your fault and if your parents didn’t love you then you would probably be in a orphanage right now if your a kid and if your an adult then the past is in the past and just let it be because no matter how bad you want to change the past you can’t...but if you are thinking “no one loves me” that’s not true you wanna know the one person who loves you is?its me because I love everyone no matter how different they are from inside and out so just remember this always be happy because one smile can make a big difference.

  • Mary Best
    Mary Best 10 days ago

    Sry I’m late but instead of writing an apology to my parents I’m gonna say this, I’m sorry so many of you feel the need to apologize for things you can’t change about yourself. I hope you find your way someday and I hope it gets better.

  • Graycee Amburgey
    Graycee Amburgey 10 days ago

    Sorry mom and dad that your in jail.......oh wait thats not my fault.........anyway sorry me and my sisters are a mistake........oh wait thats also not my fault

    PEOPLE, EVERYTHING ISNT YOUR FAULT💖💖💖 love yourselves💖💖💖

  • Faith Gonzalez
    Faith Gonzalez 10 days ago

    I’m sorry mom and dad for never listening and trying to fit in when those people left me and you were all I had and took it out on you
    I’m sorry for wasting you time and money
    And for not being able to be my full potential.

  • Heather Farris
    Heather Farris 10 days ago

    For trying to running away