Losing the Battle


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  • co Mic co ronser5
    co Mic co ronser5 3 hours ago

    Rest in peace ronnie I'm sorry matpat.....I am

  • DominoYT
    DominoYT 4 hours ago

    the dislikes are from people who are sad Ronnie has died

  • Melanie Dawn Karem
    Melanie Dawn Karem 6 hours ago

    I am also going through a lot of stress with mental health, social anxiety and depression and it feels like no one is there...

  • Braeden Stewart
    Braeden Stewart 9 hours ago

    His voice breaking through out the video is breaking me Rest In Peace Ronnie

  • Fish Master
    Fish Master 12 hours ago +1

    I never really found the courage to comment to this video. My own life is broken, I fight some daemons within me professional help deny those are there, I am exiled from my family. I learned to laugh it off, but you can't laugh of a mental illness. I have a depression I have a form of PTSD. I've looked into the abyss, the depths of hell and into the dark beyond. But I see that I am not welcome there. But I am welcome here. I'm sorry for your loss, he is proud he could spend his time with you. I never knew he made all the art come together, I will remember him, for making the game theorists I know. May he rest in peace, and way we reunite in due time.

    • Twilight Sparkle Disneyland
      Twilight Sparkle Disneyland 10 hours ago +1

      Fish Master thanks, you too πŸ’—πŸ’—πŸ’—πŸ’—πŸ’—πŸ’—

    • Fish Master
      Fish Master 10 hours ago +1

      You are also welcome. If you ever need someone to listen, just search this video and ask me. I'll make sure to listen en if you want give advice. Have a nice day.

    • Twilight Sparkle Disneyland
      Twilight Sparkle Disneyland 11 hours ago +1

      Fish Master you're welcome πŸ’—πŸ’— i suffer from depression too, and you're compliment also makes my day a lot brighter πŸ’—πŸ’—πŸ’—πŸ’—πŸ’—πŸ’—

    • Fish Master
      Fish Master 11 hours ago +1

      Thank you, it will get better. However it will not go away the feeling. People like you are amazing, just the little "I feel you, and I feel sorry for you". It makes my day brighter.

    • Twilight Sparkle Disneyland
      Twilight Sparkle Disneyland 11 hours ago +1

      Fish Master that's horrible... I am so sorry for you.... I hope you will get better πŸ’—πŸ’—πŸ’—

  • Nhan Vuong
    Nhan Vuong 12 hours ago

    Dang it all! this crap should not have happen to amazing people like Ronnie. Someone like him, trying his best to help people does not deserve all this.why is life,this world, fate, why are these things so unfair! DANG IT DANG IT DANG IT! Ps I was planing to use the D word but relized that I would be reported so I replaced every D word with dang.

  • bryan terrell
    bryan terrell 16 hours ago

    Why does this video have a single dislike

  • E S C Life
    E S C Life 21 hour ago

    miss him already 5 subs = 5 hugs for matpat

  • E S C Life
    E S C Life 21 hour ago

    i am so sorry Matpat r i p Ronnie :( i want to cry

  • Ireland and Trinity

    I've at least watch this video 20 times and I cry every single time

  • Dark Wing duck
    Dark Wing duck Day ago

    I am sorry for you my friend

  • Awesome Sause
    Awesome Sause Day ago +1

    R.i.p I feel so so so so so so so so sorry Ronnie helped you give me so much joy

  • XxswaglitbroxX
    XxswaglitbroxX Day ago


  • Cool Doggo
    Cool Doggo Day ago +1

    I will stab anyone who dislikes this video.

  • GalaxyKerbeus 453

    fellow nerds bring the ink and lets ressuruct ronnie (just a joke trying to help at this negative emotion time)

  • Big chungus ;3
    Big chungus ;3 Day ago


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    Big chungus ;3 Day ago


  • Hannah_Unicorn Girl
    Hannah_Unicorn Girl 2 days ago +2

    I lost my friend 2 years ago, he "fell" off a tractor, but I think he might of commited suicide, because the last day we saw, when we said "see you on Monday!" He said "If Im still here" none of us got it at first, but when mom came in crying, I knew it was him. I also lost my teacher a year ago, she died before Thanksgiving in her sleep, the cause is still unknown, and I told my theripist a few days before she died, how much I loved that teacher. Right now I am supported by my friends, and in a happy state of mind. (I cried writing this). Ronnie is in a good place now. Rest In Peace, Ronnie. β™‘

    • Twilight Sparkle Disneyland
      Twilight Sparkle Disneyland Day ago +1

      Hannah_Unicorn Girl thank you, you too πŸ’—πŸ’—πŸ’—

    • Hannah_Unicorn Girl
      Hannah_Unicorn Girl Day ago +2

      You are so sweet, I wish the best of luck for you.

    • Twilight Sparkle Disneyland
      Twilight Sparkle Disneyland Day ago +1

      Hannah_Unicorn Girl i think this is because a lot of people on internet are mean...
      Personnally, when i doubt (which isn't the case here), i always try to act like it is true, because if it is true i can really help people to feel better (well, i hope i can) and if this isn't true, well, i do not risk anything by talking nicely to people ^^
      Anyway, you're welcome πŸ’—πŸ’—

    • Hannah_Unicorn Girl
      Hannah_Unicorn Girl Day ago +2

      Thank you, most people on the internet dont believe me.

    • Twilight Sparkle Disneyland
      Twilight Sparkle Disneyland Day ago +1

      Hannah_Unicorn Girl i am so sorry for you... I hope you will get better πŸ’—πŸ’—πŸ’—

  • Noah Sherman
    Noah Sherman 2 days ago +1

    How'd he die

  • Celia Ross
    Celia Ross 2 days ago +1

    This is one of the rawest videos I have ever seen and I truly want you to know that you have millions of people behind you. You are a wonderful, wonderful person, and Ronnie was too. We love you.

  • Luca Mace
    Luca Mace 2 days ago

    i'm totally suportive but his voice is a little cleshay please dont hate.

  • NateBrownStudios
    NateBrownStudios 2 days ago +1

    This video prevented my buddy from committing suicide. He is
    Safe now and is being taken care of.

  • Jessica Comments
    Jessica Comments 3 days ago

    Game Theorists Ronnie Rest in ✌️I feel your hurt I almost did it too

  • Random Stuff
    Random Stuff 3 days ago

    Rest In Peace Ronnie I’m sorry

  • Ender Shadow10
    Ender Shadow10 3 days ago

    I am so sorry

  • HyperLink07
    HyperLink07 3 days ago

    Rest In Peace

  • Lpslolcute 78
    Lpslolcute 78 3 days ago

    I feel bad for you ... I'm sorry for you're lost...

  • Fnaf Rules
    Fnaf Rules 3 days ago


  • Gooon Ra
    Gooon Ra 3 days ago

    When you see matpat's face on the Thumbnail........

    You know It's gonna be sad.

  • Kid Squad
    Kid Squad 3 days ago

    Can we get a rip in the chat for Ronnie
    Yeah I’m trying to make people happy but this is serious. Matpat I’m sorry for your loss

  • Louise S. Jensen
    Louise S. Jensen 3 days ago


    He reminds me of John after Sherlocks suicide.

  • Roy Boi
    Roy Boi 3 days ago


  • Captain Phasma
    Captain Phasma 4 days ago

    Who disliked this

    Also this is too... close to home I guess

  • lemonny3663
    lemonny3663 4 days ago

    "It's not about winning Jan, it's about knowing when you've lost"

    - Ava Paige, Maze Runner: The Death Cure

  • Crazy Depressed
    Crazy Depressed 4 days ago

    Aww! I’m sorry, MatPat. I hope you feel happier. Thank you for making videos for us. β€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈπŸ’œπŸ’œπŸ’œπŸ’œπŸ’œπŸ’œπŸ’œπŸ’œπŸ’œπŸ’œπŸ’œπŸ’œπŸ’œπŸ’™πŸ’™πŸ’™πŸ’™πŸ’™πŸ’™πŸ’™πŸ’™πŸ’™πŸ’™πŸ’™πŸ’™πŸ’™πŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’›πŸ’›πŸ’›πŸ’›πŸ’›πŸ’›πŸ’›πŸ’›πŸ’›πŸ’›πŸ’›πŸ’›πŸ’› I know that your heart hurts. And I know that speeches aren’t going to help and it may seem impossible, but the hole in your heart will heal. And we will be here. No questioning. I hope you can recover. I hope you you can feel okay soon.

  • Ghostion & Splicey
    Ghostion & Splicey 4 days ago


  • Cat Chloe
    Cat Chloe 4 days ago +1

    Who disliked this!?!?

  • GachalifeWolfie
    GachalifeWolfie 5 days ago +2

    I just had a thought and now I'm close to tears.
    Ronnie left us (We all will miss youπŸ’” Heaven has earned another angel) on July 4.
    On July 4, 1776, America gained independence from the British, but there was still fighting to make it official.
    July 4 is the day of freedom.
    Freedom from the British, freedom from life..
    I'm very touchy about this subject, but I will talk about it. Just not about myself..
    We love you Mat, and Ronnie, too. Game Theory won't ever feel the same without him.

  • Flying Bacon
    Flying Bacon 5 days ago

    My dad went to jail when I was 3-4 years old and won't be out until I'm 16. I'm still living a very happy life though.

  • Salubrious GoldFish
    Salubrious GoldFish 5 days ago

    1.1 million hugs

  • Salubrious GoldFish
    Salubrious GoldFish 5 days ago

    1 like= 1 hug for mat pat -red sheepyt

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    3:17 OH MY GOD MY FEEELS!!

  • JEFFtv325
    JEFFtv325 5 days ago

    My aunt is probably saying hello to him in heaven

    • user
      user 3 days ago

      Or she's screaming with him down in hell.

  • Gatcha Kyra
    Gatcha Kyra 5 days ago +1

    To all you people that disliked
    If you don’t like mat pat why you hear why do you have no hart why are you so cold hearted one of his best friends died and you disliked I get you don’t like him fine your opinion but I think this is the worst time to do it you have no hart so I hope your happy knowing you have no hart

  • I'm HappySavage
    I'm HappySavage 5 days ago

    Where's the meme comments??

  • R3KT ked
    R3KT ked 5 days ago +1

    This makes me cry so much every time
    This reminds me of my teacher
    She didn’t deserve to die
    Everyone cared for her, she needed to live longer
    She had a daughter and a beautiful grand daughter
    She wasn’t old, and she needed to live longer
    People don’t deserve to go through this
    She wanted to see me in the future
    See me when I grew up
    This happened when I was in grade 6 and I can’t get over it
    People don’t realise how things can affect people
    Everyone loved her
    No reason at all
    She knew I loved cats and bought me a book because SHE THOUGHT OF ME
    She cared too much
    She didn’t care about herself
    She just wanted to make people happy
    She left me just two notes
    On my graduation bear and my book
    These things shouldn’t happen
    I want to be with her
    I want to chat with her
    I need her
    She helped me when I was down
    She was a mother to me
    She was more than a friend
    More than a best friend
    She noticed I was being bullied
    These things shouldn’t happen to have these things to them
    They haven’t lived life yet
    I just want to say I’m so sorry MatPat
    A tear drop shows how much someone is so important
    It shows how someone cares

  • PeachMuffins
    PeachMuffins 6 days ago


  • El Sin Nombre
    El Sin Nombre 6 days ago


  • Demon Girls
    Demon Girls 6 days ago +2

    I am crying i am so sorry

  • SaCeuran
    SaCeuran 6 days ago

    I never had to deal with a hard family life. My parents were always supportive and involved. I inherited a depressive disorder, and thankfully my father's father refused to pass down the abuse he suffered to my father. I inherited his dysthymic disorder though, a form of chronic depression punctuated with bouts of major depression. Most people have felt depression before; it's the feeling of sadness, guilt, and hopelessness that follows from losing someone dear like a parent, best friend, child, or loved one. It's temporary and occurs rarely for most people . Dysthymia (aka chronic depressive disorder) is different; while major depression from a disorder or from loss is sudden and crushing, my disease is a slow grinding process. Loss and major depression is a sledge hammer that can shatter a person in a moment, dysthymia tears you down over years like waves eroding a beach, so suicide in someone like me might appear sudden, but it is not. It is the result of being worn down until there's no will to resist left. Nothing but gray hopelessness and unhappiness. I was lucky that my parents got me the therapy I needed to deal with my disorder, but not until after my first suicide attempt (thankfully i wasn't strong enough to open to storm window, or id have jumped to my death). Suicide at 8 is apparently even when you can't feel joy.

    • R3KT ked
      R3KT ked 5 days ago

      I feel your pain man, things like this
      They should never happen

  • ChilledCat
    ChilledCat 6 days ago

    Lol, he'll just respawn

  • Violet Baudelaire
    Violet Baudelaire 6 days ago +2

    Oh no mat I'm so sorry about Ronnie

    R.I.P. Ronnie

  • Violet Baudelaire
    Violet Baudelaire 6 days ago +1

    It's ok mat ur still a winner to us

  • Rebecca Plays
    Rebecca Plays 6 days ago

    I actually cried when I heard "He commit suicide in July" and I am very sorry for your loss MatPat,

  • Hate the fangirl
    Hate the fangirl 6 days ago

    I'm so sorry for you

  • Cole Zulkosky
    Cole Zulkosky 6 days ago

    Rest In Peace ✌️, I know that even if I didn’t meet him, he is an amazing person and I say is because he is still with you, keep him in your memory, he will never leave your memories ❀️

  • Lee Williams
    Lee Williams 6 days ago

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  • Korah Harrington
    Korah Harrington 7 days ago

    Aww Matt I am so sorry for the loss of your BFF. R.I.P. Ronnie. 😭😭😭😭😭β™₯β™₯β™₯β™₯β™₯β™₯β™₯β™₯β™₯β™₯β™₯β™₯β™₯

  • Chaz Taylor
    Chaz Taylor 7 days ago

    I’m crying

  • Natalie Barrett
    Natalie Barrett 7 days ago +1

    It isn’t right =(

  • Abir Souki
    Abir Souki 7 days ago


  • rey kenj
    rey kenj 7 days ago +1

    I wanna find the dislikes and kill them

  • Iggy Koopa
    Iggy Koopa 7 days ago +1

    Please, Don't make fun of me. This is how I take out my sadness/anger


    I wish my best regards to everyone. Ronnie deserves a moment of love.

    Multiple times I tried suicide. It didn't work. I couldn't drive myself to it. I now see the damage it would cause to my friends. Thank you.

  • Sana’s Shy Language

    I’m not crying, you are! But seriously, I cried for the first time in a long time. This video made me realise that no matter how bad I feel, there’s always going to be people out there who care for me unconditionally. Thank you for that. Thank you for making me cry. It was something I really needed. Thank you for this video and for everything it means.

  • Tracy Keenan
    Tracy Keenan 7 days ago

    It's awful to see white people cry lmao

  • Sepia Smith
    Sepia Smith 7 days ago

    I don't understand why there are so many dislikes. This is a wonderful, powerful video.

  • Supercool guy Mr.nobody

    F who ever disliked this vid

  • Bestow TV
    Bestow TV 7 days ago +2

    Sorry for your loss. 😭😒

  • Dan Ayala
    Dan Ayala 7 days ago

    This a video everyone can relate to either loss or burnout

  • Andreas Pedersen
    Andreas Pedersen 7 days ago

    people commenting for likes on this video has no self respect honestly... sorry for the loss;(

  • Merbear Love
    Merbear Love 7 days ago +3

    1.1 million likes and 24 k dislikes so rude

  • rainbow crystal
    rainbow crystal 7 days ago +9

    Poor matpat you are the best youtuber ever but I know how Ronnie felt and it's not easy to get over depression or suicidal thoughts and I'm only a kid nearly a teen but matpat stay strong. Remember he will always watch over you. Cya

  • Grace Flanagan
    Grace Flanagan 8 days ago +4

    I actually cried

  • OBEY Jaystar
    OBEY Jaystar 8 days ago +15

    I know I’m late but I hope You know Ronnie’s in a very good place now

  • Le boss Cat
    Le boss Cat 8 days ago +2

    I’m so sorry for Ronnie mat 😒😒😭😭😭😒😒😭😭😭😭😭😭😒😒😒😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😒😭😭😭😒😒😭πŸ˜₯πŸ˜“

  • shadow gost
    shadow gost 8 days ago +2

    Ik how you feel mat I'm so so sorry

  • 0 0
    0 0 8 days ago +3

    /respawn ronnie

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  • 0 0
    0 0 8 days ago

    Why ronnie :(((((((((((( DX

  • 0 0
    0 0 8 days ago

    I det sadder the more I watch Ronnie

  • sneeze games
    sneeze games 8 days ago

    The joke comments are really uncalled for and unfunny sorry Mathew sorry to the entire gt crew

    • sneeze games
      sneeze games 8 days ago

      +Zakk Fisher you are every thing that is wrong with the TheXvid community how could you exploit Ronnies death for a crappy joke

    • Zakk Fisher
      Zakk Fisher 8 days ago +1


  • Taste the rainbow mother Johal

    My father died when I was two but not from suicide it was cancer sorry for your loss we're all depressed in ways we can't explain to one another

  • Angula Shafetango
    Angula Shafetango 8 days ago

    Wow 1.1 million likes phew am not the only fan I see

  • NunTondoSwotch
    NunTondoSwotch 8 days ago +1

    ******DoN't like this comment******

  • foxy frank
    foxy frank 9 days ago +1

    Im sorry for what happened 😭

  • Midnight prodouctions

    i feel so bad for you... i can just imagine how you feel.. R.I.P very sorry for your loss stay strong

  • Logan Symes-Magee
    Logan Symes-Magee 9 days ago

    Your a great man sorry for your loss

  • Lone Wolf
    Lone Wolf 9 days ago

    This probably won't be able to make you feel better but....... I'm SO SORRY πŸ’”πŸ˜’

  • Lynzee Warren
    Lynzee Warren 9 days ago +1

    I am so sorry matpat

  • Treit giang Le
    Treit giang Le 9 days ago +2

    My sister saw me tearing up and asked me "what?" I told her "I'm watching Matt Patt and crying." I never thought I would ever say that

  • Kalena Peterson
    Kalena Peterson 9 days ago +1

    I'm really sorry about Ronnie.
    What I do want to say is I suffer from AWFUL PTSD. I know what it's like to try to kill yourself, because I've tried to do it several times. So please, never give up hope. If you need to cry, we're all with you!

  • Miriam Smith
    Miriam Smith 9 days ago +3

    you can hear a the pain in his voice i feel so bad for you mat Ronnie will stay in our hearts forever

  • Bernardo Vazquez
    Bernardo Vazquez 9 days ago

    Im sorry for you but hope you feal better😞

  • abd alrahman
    abd alrahman 9 days ago

    you cry all the time

  • Bryn Carys
    Bryn Carys 9 days ago +10

    My dad passed away 5 years ago this past January 22. Then my two dogs died just weeks after, a mother and her son. My friend Alisha Wilson commit suicide from being bullied in her school. Nobody knew she was so sad because she never reached out. Watching this video made me cry so much. I know how hard it is to grieve for someone you are so close with and love to the end of the world. It’s never easy, and it’s never going to be easy. Please if anyone has any suicidal thoughts, I beg of you don’t take your life. Your family will be devastated and they will end up how Matpat is feeling. I have watched this channel since day 1. You have grown so much and I think I was your 27th sub. I love video games with a passion and I loved this channel. Up until a few years ago I thought matpat did all the editing. Then I learned it was Ronnie and I said to my siblings, β€œthey are the perfect duo.” β€œA perfect writer and speaker, and an incredibly talented artist to edit. Thank you matpat for all the help you have given your subscribers like myself. May Ronnie Rest In Peace. πŸ™πŸ’™
    β€œAn Arrow Can Only Be Shot By Pulling It Backwards. So When Life Is Pulling You Back With Difficulties, It Means It’s Going To Launch You Into Something Great. So Just Keep Aiming.”

  • Sir Guinea Pig
    Sir Guinea Pig 10 days ago

    A while ago but it still must be like a spear through your stomach, to anyone else whos gone through this i hope your doing ok it must be Awful.

  • LJ Secret
    LJ Secret 10 days ago +1

    R.I.P :(

  • jhonsillo sanchez
    jhonsillo sanchez 10 days ago

    damn, sorry man

  • Dempsey Turner
    Dempsey Turner 10 days ago

    I’m so sorry for your loss ronni was a good person