Losing the Battle


Comments • 301 952

  • Marc Andre Jaquier
    Marc Andre Jaquier 19 hours ago

    R.I.P RONNIE ❤️

  • ImmortalKitty
    ImmortalKitty 19 hours ago

    im so sorry Matpat. Ronnie will be missed

  • WeedyistFlame420
    WeedyistFlame420 22 hours ago

    Someone too sick... the darkest thoughts I know go beyond one loss, go beyond one pyre... I live, I love, but some bless us as their goodbye...

  • Jada Cat
    Jada Cat 23 hours ago

    I know accatualy how you feel
    My granny has passed not to long ago
    I cant stop thinking about her
    After she died I changed
    I tried not to show it but its hard,
    On the inside your sad and depressed, and on the outside you try to keep a smile on your face for every second of your life
    and thinking that your the only one
    But now I realise that im not

    Thank You Mat Pat

  • Heavy Weapons guy


  • SevenElaphants
    SevenElaphants Day ago


  • Kyla Wilder
    Kyla Wilder Day ago

    i am sorry for your loss . RIP Ronnie

  • Bartek Champ
    Bartek Champ Day ago +1

    no one cares. u should follow in his footsteps.

  • Kanvas do keubi
    Kanvas do keubi Day ago


  • Goofy Gamer 53
    Goofy Gamer 53 Day ago


  • Harry Potato
    Harry Potato Day ago


  • lucario 109
    lucario 109 Day ago

    Theorists forever

  • lucario 109
    lucario 109 Day ago

    I'm sorry for your lost I seriously know how you feel

  • ma name jeff
    ma name jeff Day ago

    I am going to kermit suicide...

  • laniyah fgtv grill

    Take your time 😢😭😢😢😢😥😭😂😢😓😢😂😭

  • Attack Cat
    Attack Cat Day ago

    I crying 😭

  • epicimmortal
    epicimmortal 2 days ago

    Ronnie will never be missed. RIP

  • Drew Utterson
    Drew Utterson 2 days ago +1

    Thank you so much for being so open and turning this tragedy into something that will help others from experiencing the same grief you are feeling. I was recently going through some difficulties and was considering suicide as my only way out but after seeing this video, it helped me realise how it would cause more suffering and pain to those around me. If I can't live happy, then I should live to prevent others' grief. This video really touched me. Thank you so much.

  • Hello There
    Hello There 2 days ago

    You im like 2 months late

  • Naina Mckinley
    Naina Mckinley 2 days ago

    I actually shed a few tears watching this.

  • Dulce Juarez
    Dulce Juarez 2 days ago

    Im so sorry mat pat rest in piece Ronnie

  • the awesome gamer//tag//graeme

    He has been a friend of you for 5 years

  • the awesome gamer//tag//graeme

    Rip ronnie

  • Joele Griego
    Joele Griego 2 days ago

    Guns for hands

  • Joele Griego
    Joele Griego 2 days ago

    Deep matpat

  • Silver Wolf
    Silver Wolf 2 days ago

    I am very that happened... and who ever disliked this video is not a true member of this channel, whoever liked this video is a true member of this channel. Whoever didn't like or dislike is... I don't know. But... I am very sorry for your loss. The day before school started for me.... Was my dead uncles birth day... I was really upset.... He was one of my favorite uncle I remember.... I just.... Was really sad to start school the day after his birth day... Again... I am very sorry for your loss.... Please rest in peace Ronnie...

  • DJ_TNT
    DJ_TNT 2 days ago +1

    Why would 24,000 people dislike this?

  • Jean Desfossés
    Jean Desfossés 2 days ago

    i am so sososo sorry

  • Don Perazzo
    Don Perazzo 2 days ago

    I'm so sorry for you, MatPat. I'm glad you will miss him alot.

  • Mia Blaydon
    Mia Blaydon 2 days ago

    Rest in peace Ronnie you may have lost the battle but you didn't loose the key to our hearts. And good luck and sorry for your loss mat pat .keep strong . Take as much time off as you need

  • Thingy Nothingy
    Thingy Nothingy 2 days ago +1

    There is a sick video claiming you were exploiting his death.

  • err pic troll
    err pic troll 2 days ago +1

    Omg I am speechless

    FLAME 2 days ago


  • Vuuk plejer
    Vuuk plejer 2 days ago

    He will always be in your hart (sorry for bad speling,BTW im from Serbia)

  • Onion
    Onion 2 days ago

    This video always reminds me of a friend Who tragedly died in a car crash when she was 11. This video Was posted aeound when i found out. Rest in peace Ronnie and Rest in peace Selma.

    • Themightyaqua
      Themightyaqua 22 hours ago

      +Twilight Sparkle Disneyland not all nazis are idiots

    • Twilight Sparkle Disneyland
      Twilight Sparkle Disneyland 23 hours ago

      Themightyaqua ok i am talking to a neonazi, it is kind of disturbing i'm not gonna lie, but it explains why you are such an idiot

    • Themightyaqua
      Themightyaqua 23 hours ago

      +Twilight Sparkle Disneyland I told people to kill themselves of course. Adolf would be proud

    • Twilight Sparkle Disneyland
      Twilight Sparkle Disneyland Day ago

      Themightyaqua beetween us, who is the one who already told a lot of people to kill themselves in the comments of this video ?

    • Themightyaqua
      Themightyaqua Day ago

      +Twilight Sparkle Disneyland YOU should try to kill yourself. The humanity will go thousand of times without you.

  • Misty Wolf
    Misty Wolf 2 days ago

    He will be missed. I know I'm late but I want to say I'm sorry for your loss. He was a nice man a really nice man. I will miss him alot too.

  • Tap-dancing and Tempramental Tech

    I am so incredibly sorry. This is unbelievably sad.

  • Joseph Cirrincone
    Joseph Cirrincone 2 days ago +1

    The 24k people who disliked this video are so freaking heartless.

    • Thingy Nothingy
      Thingy Nothingy 2 days ago

      Themightyaqua I was saying that to you

    • Themightyaqua
      Themightyaqua 2 days ago

      +Thingy Nothingy ikr

    • Thingy Nothingy
      Thingy Nothingy 2 days ago

      Themightyaqua what the hell?

    • Themightyaqua
      Themightyaqua 2 days ago +1

      The 1.1 million people who liked ronnies death are good human beings, just like me, im glad that ronnie's dead

  • Joseph Cirrincone
    Joseph Cirrincone 2 days ago

    R.I.P. Ronnie Love ya MatPat

  • the puppet show
    the puppet show 2 days ago


  • Martha Viele
    Martha Viele 3 days ago

    I have love Ronnie's animates and I'm really sad that he gone.

  • Juan Rodriguez
    Juan Rodriguez 3 days ago

    At least he accomplished his goals and made a huge impact on the world wide internet and he was an influential artist

  • Juan Rodriguez
    Juan Rodriguez 3 days ago

    Where did you get that bomber jacket i am trying to find a nice bomber jacket

  • Bartek Champ
    Bartek Champ 3 days ago


  • Ultra
    Ultra 3 days ago +1

    *As one legend falls, another shall arise..*

  • Gabe’s World
    Gabe’s World 3 days ago +1

    R.I.P. Ronnie “Oni” Edwards
    March 26 1993-July 2 2018-Body found July 4 2018
    :( R.I.P. 😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿 Lots of Love. Goodbye Ronnie Edwards

    TRISTIAN OLIVO 3 days ago

    R.I.P Ronnie :(

  • Name Alsoname
    Name Alsoname 3 days ago +1

    I'm so sorry for you Mat. I've never lost someone to suicide but some of my close friends have told me they would and they would hurt them selves so I know in some way what you are going through but what I feel could never NEVER add up to how you feel even if someone I know fell victim to suicide. I am so, so sorry for you.
    You are such a great man, Ronnie is in a better place now.
    Thank you for being a good person!

  • Amanda Garcia
    Amanda Garcia 3 days ago

    Man thats sad that someone is trying to expose you...

  • train123z
    train123z 3 days ago

    R.I.P Ronnie.

  • Biscuit Productions
    Biscuit Productions 3 days ago +1

    I've never seen Mat cry, and I never want to again.
    Ronnie was your best friend, and I can clearly see how upset you are talking about it.
    I've had some suicidal thoughts, when I was in Primary 4 (I was 9 at the time), I got bullied. Told to kill myself, told to self harm. I was also pushed into a wall. I didn't want to tell anyone. I eventually took their advice and tried to kill myself by using a belt. I luckily survived. I did get a bruise on my neck, but I thought I would get in trouble. I said I had scratched my neck too much. I now deal with depression as I'm still told on Snapchat "Kys" and "Ur worthless". Those are both things people have said. I'm 11 years old. Sometimes in class, I get pricked with needles. I can deal with it, yet I still fear school. My story isn't as sad as Ronnie's, but I do think it's sad. Ronnie was an important person in your life. I can see that. Just Mat, promise me something, don't do it to yourself. And anyone else suffering with depression and suicidal thoughts, talk to someone, even just a pet if you want. If you're truly upset and suicidal, they'll sense it.
    Thank you for reading this far,

    • Themightyaqua
      Themightyaqua 23 hours ago

      +NovaLegendz shut your goddamn mouth

    • NovaLegendz
      NovaLegendz Day ago

      +Themightyaqua jesus christ stop insulting suicidal people

    • Themightyaqua
      Themightyaqua 2 days ago

      +Twilight Sparkle Disneyland but you should :)

    • Twilight Sparkle Disneyland
      Twilight Sparkle Disneyland 2 days ago

      Biscuit Productions
      I have the impression to see my own life in this comment... I think you should stop the social medias where people are telling you "kys", thzt's what i should have done.... Also, don't kill yourself please. Don't worry things will get better 💗

  • Stephanie Wilson
    Stephanie Wilson 3 days ago

    Nobody with a heart as big as yours should ever have to go through this. I’m sorry for your loss

  • Nutella Tran
    Nutella Tran 3 days ago

    Omg I just noticed it got changed to game theorists😧😞

  • Thaer IBrahim
    Thaer IBrahim 4 days ago

    It’s just not fair......

  • Gerardo loya
    Gerardo loya 4 days ago

    Ronnie, man, Rest In Peace. Thanks for the everything.

  • Ezequiel Schon
    Ezequiel Schon 4 days ago

    Alguém é do Brasil

  • Curtis Lightburn
    Curtis Lightburn 4 days ago +8

    Those who disliked were blinded by their tears and clicked the wrong button... I'm sorry for your loss

  • whatish thishshiz
    whatish thishshiz 4 days ago

    I am so sorry for your loss.

  • bb2100 YT
    bb2100 YT 4 days ago

    U all that disliked u shud all die just like ronnie because u are not worth life like ronnie was R.I.P ronnie

    • bb2100 YT
      bb2100 YT 4 days ago

      Not really but please understand that this is sad how can you ;(

  • goof move
    goof move 4 days ago

    R.I.P Ronnie😔

  • HourToHour NoteToNote

    I don't understand how 24k people could dislike this...

  • cheese Dan
    cheese Dan 4 days ago

    I know your pain,but one of my family members died because of cancer.It’s hard for me right now...😔

  • Braden Young
    Braden Young 4 days ago

    I am so sick of that some one post a matpat disployt death for veiw

  • Violet Baudelaire
    Violet Baudelaire 4 days ago

    Condolences Matt. He’s in a better place now. ❤️

  • Revin Perez
    Revin Perez 4 days ago +1

    24k dislikes = 24k no souls no lifes

  • MACadamia group
    MACadamia group 4 days ago

    Man,I'm so sorry for your loss,but,don't be sad,that's the past.
    Anyways,losing a friend and not because he moved out,no,because he committed suicide is surely sad.
    You lose a friend and then have a baby,man I'm very sorry.My respect.

  • Josh Duy
    Josh Duy 4 days ago

    R.I.P Ronnie Edwards we all miss him

  • Julian Perez
    Julian Perez 4 days ago +1

    The Lord is close to the broken-hearted
    and saves those who are crushed in spirit
    -Psalm 34 : 18

    • Themightyaqua
      Themightyaqua 2 days ago

      Thou shall kill thy self if depressed.
      -Lets 6-9

  • Bartek Champ
    Bartek Champ 4 days ago +1

    this is so sad. alexa play despacito

    • jayden oommen
      jayden oommen 4 days ago

      Bartek Champ ur a retard how can u joke about that

  • Bartek Champ
    Bartek Champ 4 days ago


  • Gelaa
    Gelaa 4 days ago

    The 24,000 people who disliked this are sick, how could you dislike something so heartfelt?

    • NovaLegendz
      NovaLegendz Day ago

      probably the people who think MatPat exploited his death for views and money. Those fucken dipshits...

  • Michael Kennedy
    Michael Kennedy 4 days ago

    Thoughts and prayers Mr. Mat. I hope your family is doing well. Sorry for your loss brother.

  • 11glump
    11glump 4 days ago +1

    We are all so sorry for your loss Matt. We all know how heartbroken you are, but just remember, God always picks the most beautiful flowers. Fly High, Ronnie

  • Stick Bot Tuber
    Stick Bot Tuber 5 days ago

    Do what you think what he would want you to do he had deprretion. * cries for about 30 min *

  • Stick Bot Tuber
    Stick Bot Tuber 5 days ago

    I am so sorry i-i-i dont know how to feel besides s-s-sad

  • Alacras Eden
    Alacras Eden 5 days ago

    When I was 15 I tried to hang myself with a sweater. And recently after a great friendship ended I thought about overdosing myself on my medication. But my friends and mother helped me get through it. Scars never heal but the pain does mitigate over time. I also thought about what my other friends and family would think if I was dead. And that made me not want to do it either. There are so many reasons you shouldn’t end your life and your family is one of them.

  • toni farquharson
    toni farquharson 5 days ago

    I'm so sorry 😞

  • AlmightyLydia
    AlmightyLydia 5 days ago +1

    Seeing MatPat cry made me tear up...

  • Chaud The Gamer
    Chaud The Gamer 5 days ago

    I'm so sorry especially all I said about the channel. I'm so sorry for your loss dude ;~; I wish I would've known this sooner

  • Kawingotthem
    Kawingotthem 5 days ago

    I have not lost anybody yet and I don’t know how it feels but when it happens I’ll feel the same pain as you

  • Frank Rede
    Frank Rede 5 days ago

    RIP Ronnie we Will Miss you

  • Luna Lovegood
    Luna Lovegood 5 days ago +1

    Ronnie was a great man. He will be missed forever. Ronnie was the heart of your channel, and it is so sad that an important member of this channel has passed.
    BTW every sunday you should have a livestrean dedicated to Ronnie and suicide victims.

  • TheSmolBoi 07
    TheSmolBoi 07 5 days ago

    He will rest in everyone's soul...

  • Armored Creeper
    Armored Creeper 5 days ago

    This is so sad

  • All Angelina YT
    All Angelina YT 5 days ago

    Kay so I know this is kinda old, but IDC! This is sad! So...I hope she doesn't see this, but my IRL friend ©#|0€ is working on something with her fav TheXvidrs, and you and Stephanie are in it!! And so is Ronnie! Hope it makes you feel better.
    R.I.P Ronnie

  • Ken Kiwas
    Ken Kiwas 5 days ago +1

    I'm so sorry Matt. I had a friend who committed suicide as well. But it must be harder for you, because Ronnie was a good person, and it would be hard without him. R.I.P Ronnie Edwards.

  • ExcuseMeee3YT
    ExcuseMeee3YT 5 days ago

    I have no idea what to say. . . . . Sorry for your loss

  • Trust me I’m a Gamer

    RIP Ronnie

  • Scorpion Rip wolf
    Scorpion Rip wolf 5 days ago +1

    Damn. I just got no words
    Don't get me wrong I do care but..
    I can't feel sad

  • SilversGolds YT
    SilversGolds YT 5 days ago

    I bet he was a great person

  • Yellow ape Plays
    Yellow ape Plays 5 days ago +1

    I feel sorry for Ronnie he did not deserve to die

  • dorklo ermen
    dorklo ermen 5 days ago

    �Tears are words the heart can�t say.� *( Pdfdownload2015*com )* 1082

  • Sofia99 ;-;
    Sofia99 ;-; 5 days ago

    I'm so sorry about you loss I have never been diagnosed with drespresion but I wanted to die I was ashamed with how I looked and I thought I was worthless I wanted to die but then I saw loads of people break down about there friends and I thought I don't want to make people sad like this so I tried not to think about it and now I don't want to die I just thought I would share my story R.I.P Ronnie

  • Verllasen
    Verllasen 5 days ago

    Rest in piece Ronnie

  • Shay Wisdom
    Shay Wisdom 5 days ago

    And I am so sorry.
    SO sorry.

  • Breydon Servi-West
    Breydon Servi-West 5 days ago

    You're stronger than you can ever imagine Mat. Times will pass that you won't want to endure. But as a result of facing them, you become more loving, and understanding than you ever had been. These hard times make you an awesome person, with a whole heart. Live on for him Mat. He'd love that. If no one told you today, you're amazing. 🤘

  • Mohannad Abdulaal
    Mohannad Abdulaal 6 days ago

    I am very sorry for your loss and I hope you get through it. Oh and also, do you have a son?

  • BlueJayFilms Animations

    I hate that I was so late to this. I’m so sorry. Toni was such a talented artist and animator. He was one of my main inspirations when it came to art.

  • Kyoshi 京市
    Kyoshi 京市 6 days ago +1

    He yeeted his life away

    He was like YEET

    • Kyoshi 京市
      Kyoshi 京市 2 days ago

      boy kys like this guy

    • Shane Dawson
      Shane Dawson 5 days ago +2

      Literally not the time. I am all for it dark jokes but this go's to far.