rebirthing : Dancing with the Devil

  • Published on Apr 6, 2021
  • “I’ve had a lot of lives - like my cat, I’m on my ninth life.”
    Demi Lovato’s explosive documentary series comes to a close with revelations about her broken engagement, her return to the studio, and exploration of moderation sobriety as she attempts to let go of her past and moves ahead living her truth.

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    Director: Michael D. Ratner
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Comments • 70

  • Augusto Andrade
    Augusto Andrade Hour ago

    After hearing this California sober term I stopped watching, or caring. Seems like all this was filmed only to profit more money, and fame nothing more. I requested a refund with iTunes and was refunded within 48 hours, won’t be getting rich out of me, not today satan!!

  • iivii
    iivii Hour ago

    I love love love LOVE the hairstyle Demiiii

  • Hayley O Schwemmer

    Lotsa love Demi 🖤🖤

  • Nikki Givens
    Nikki Givens Hour ago

    I absolutely love demi. I myself lost both parents and 4 siblings to addiction. I was an addict for 3 years and lost everything, including my daughter and unborn baby. I was found by a pimp at my weakest whom got me pregnant and forced me into prostitution. Where he got me pregnant and beat me everyday. Broke my teeth out and would strip me naked and make me walk down the street in shame. Hechaimed me to the porch out in the back yard and also chained the fridge a d only let me eat once every 2 days so. I didn't gain too much weight even being pregnant. In the end, I was found beaten naked in the side of a busy street in Phoenix AZ. That day, at 7 months pregnant I lost my unborn son. I tried to take my life and in that, I survived and been clean almost 3 years now. Today I actually got custody back of my daughter. I own a cleaning service and do everything I can to do better everyday. Demi shows us the ugly side of fame. She shows the real person and the real struggles. I absolutely love and adore her. Keep everything wonderful up girl. We love you so much

  • Kat
    Kat 2 hours ago

    As an ex alcoholic who almost died multiple times and currently drinks and smokes in moderation, everyone assuming she is making a mistake is doing so without being in her shoes. She absolutely can't become complacent in her addiction, as she's said, but some people need something to help and unless you want them on harder prescriptions like xanax let them have some weed and a drink now and then

  • Bec Chandler
    Bec Chandler 2 hours ago

    Gosh wow wow. I have so much to say, about so many things. Not in a negative way, not necessarily in a positive way. This one hit everything. 1st, Thank you for putting this out here. Wow. And 2nd 3rd all the rest. U touched everything gosh!. THIS IS ABOUT ANY TOPIC THAT HITS U. ITS HERE. THIS IS ABOUT IF NONE IF IT INTERESTS U OR HITS U.......THIS IS HERE TO EDUCATE PEOPLE MOST OF ALL. Amen and thank you for doing this.

  • anarokr
    anarokr 2 hours ago

    This is what happens when you have all the time and money in the world and zero discipline or guidance

  • kirstie b
    kirstie b 2 hours ago

    o love no bs

  • M. Sunday
    M. Sunday 2 hours ago

    I just really hope the path she chose works for her. I've never been in a situation like this, so my opinion shouldn't matter. I just don't want there to be a third much more darker documentary:(

  • Khloe-rose Gray
    Khloe-rose Gray 2 hours ago

    Demi is perfect in my eyes tbh she's so damn strong and real only celebrity i look up to

  • Brianna Nason
    Brianna Nason 3 hours ago +1

    Just feel the need to point out to everyone with their “moderation doesn’t work” comments; ONE SIZE DOES NOT FIT ALL IN RECOVERY. it didn’t work for you or your friend or sibling or parent. But it works for DEMI. Balance is key. Thanks for coming to my TedTalk. 👏🏻😊

  • Samantha Lacerda
    Samantha Lacerda 3 hours ago

    what a ride

  • Jocelyn Castillo
    Jocelyn Castillo 4 hours ago

    Am I the only one upset that she didn’t bring Wilmer up and how he stuck by her in the hospital???

  • calderonjd30
    calderonjd30 4 hours ago


  • Karina Lombrozo
    Karina Lombrozo 4 hours ago

    i don’t think her eating is healed at all

  • Karina Lombrozo
    Karina Lombrozo 4 hours ago

    elton !!!

  • Meghan Trybalski
    Meghan Trybalski 5 hours ago

    As someone with bipolar who has looked up to Demi for so many years and felt like I finally had someone I could identify with when she came out with her diagnosis, I have to say it hit me really hard to hear that she was misdiagnosed. Don't get me wrong, I am happy she doesn't have to deal with this disease, but I feel kind of alone now. I know it doesn't make sense. I do just want what is best for her at the end of the day and know misdiagnosis is common.. it is just really messing with my head after all these years....

  • Cheesecake
    Cheesecake 5 hours ago

    what song is this ? 20:41

  • Nasirak Sang
    Nasirak Sang 5 hours ago

    wao e iso viendo todo esta que vienes mostrándonos y para mi demi tu porfíen eres libre de todo lo que te inculcaron y encajonaron y solo los verdaderos sobrevivientes sabemos lo que es salir adelante con esto y en mi vida también pase mis cosas y sobrevivo dia tras días con todo los problemas de mi país Venezuela lo que hay que hacer para trabajar duro y poder llevar las cosas al hogar y verte tan bella como siempre y que eres tan tu que despertaste tu ser tu gran espíritu de un letardo y siento y veo que vas a ser grandes cosas entre nosotros no te detengas por nada mi bella dama tu eres grande y maravillosa ojala tenga la oportunidad de algún dia conocerte y tomarnos un café y poder ver a mi gran artista soñada sigue adelante me despido y te deseo que el universo te siga dando bendiciones todo va estar bien me despido para segur viendo mas de ti te aprecio mucho y gracias gracias gracias por ser tan especial namaste 🤍💙🌻🙏

  • This is KP
    This is KP 5 hours ago

    I don’t see you as a druggy or a drunky I see you as a human being who is working their way for survival love the hair cut you look beautiful ❤️🙏🏽

  • Lostgirls club
    Lostgirls club 6 hours ago

    Did anyone else feel how raw the pain was in her expression and her voice?...damn

  • J Chehovin
    J Chehovin 6 hours ago

    that hair cut reveal was EVERYTHING it looked like demi's soul came out in the physical world

  • SysAdminAva
    SysAdminAva 6 hours ago

    Her mother seems in denial.

  • azgirl
    azgirl 7 hours ago

    I hope it works out but my dad has been an addiction counselor in the hospital for years and it’s never worked out. :( Atleast from what he’s seen

  • Jomel Carrion
    Jomel Carrion 7 hours ago

    Some people say moderation doesn’t work but in my experience, it does. I have a close family member that for a substantial period of their life they were addicted to crack cocaine. They got clean and they found that weed/cannabis/marijuana helps calm and put to rest that constant need and desire to go and snort some crack or even smoke it. They have been sober for about 12 to 13 years, there’s been slip ups but with lots of support and understanding they will always make it through. I’m so glad that Demi has such a big support system and the freedom to try and see what does and what doesn’t work for her. We’re all different and we shouldn’t ever generalize because every body copes with certain things and adapts to situations in the best way they can.

    • Jomel Carrion
      Jomel Carrion 7 hours ago

      With alcohol, that’s a different story... I just hope she stays strong and healthy.

  • Elyssa McCoy
    Elyssa McCoy 7 hours ago

    The fact that when i hear her voice shake when she's talking, I know that's her anxiety, because I do the exact same thing. 🥺 I wish she understood how much of an impact this series is making!

  • Felipe Bustamante
    Felipe Bustamante 7 hours ago

    I love you Demi

  • P L
    P L 7 hours ago

    Loser, never feel sorry for losers who are users!!

  • P L
    P L 7 hours ago

  • Maddy DeVeuve
    Maddy DeVeuve 8 hours ago +1

    I see a lot of people just saying that she's surrounded by "yes" people. But what I see is people who understand that her being fully sober can't be THEIR choice. She has to be in control of that. And moderation can work for some people.

  • Dana Leigh
    Dana Leigh 8 hours ago

    I feel so many conflicting feelings watching this. Know you’re loved and take care, Demi.

  • Kortney Tackett
    Kortney Tackett 8 hours ago

    Being my queer self.... Is that her coming out? Just genuinely curious?

  • Josh and Kat
    Josh and Kat 8 hours ago +1

    Demi didn’t release her documentary for your opinions on her, it’s for her to tell her story and side and it’s so sad to see “fans” drag her in the comments because they disagree

  • Titi Oke
    Titi Oke 9 hours ago

    Demi I love you so muchhhh, thank you for being so open and honest with us

  • jennp
    jennp 9 hours ago +1

    I get the impression she feels guilty about her OD & relapse, but isn’t actually ready to be sober. So, she walks the line - and tries moderation. It appeases her enablers, and relieves her guilt. She feels in control & is still able to indulge - all while feeling guilt free since they all condone her approach. I pray this works for her, and wish her only the best.

  • Biggiecheeselover
    Biggiecheeselover 9 hours ago

    I understood nothing

  • Valerie Enderson
    Valerie Enderson 10 hours ago


  • Kristen Josie
    Kristen Josie 10 hours ago

    I wish I had friends like Demi has to get through my addictions smh it’s hard and difficult but Demi is helping me so much

  • Sarah Jensen
    Sarah Jensen 11 hours ago

    I want a cloud thing like that!!

  • nina derosa
    nina derosa 12 hours ago +2

    Addicts cannot use in moderation. Period. It just does not work.

  • Syleena Dawn
    Syleena Dawn 12 hours ago

    Medical Cannabis can save lives

  • Kyla Rich
    Kyla Rich 12 hours ago

    Commander in Chief is the most ridiculous song I have ever heard for so many reasons.

  • Sarah Castaneda
    Sarah Castaneda 13 hours ago


  • Alicia B.
    Alicia B. 13 hours ago

    am I like the only one scared at how AIRBRUSHED Christina's makeup looks like??

  • Adria Scherger
    Adria Scherger 13 hours ago

    Omg when she said i mourn the person i thought he was or whatever i felt that so much. I let someone in after a long time and i was fooled. He pretended to be everything i wanted. He wasnt

  • Danijela & Leksi
    Danijela & Leksi 13 hours ago

    Does anyone know why she broke up with that guy

    • WOWZERS !
      WOWZERS ! 9 hours ago

      He was obsessed, or something with trying to get a Disney star he would tweet about Selena Gomez, Ariana Grande, Miley Cyrus and Demi. Search Max Ehrich Selena Gomez tweets.

  • Nicole Luciano
    Nicole Luciano 13 hours ago

    I would skip the drinking and just stick to cannabis .

  • Khaelle Sky
    Khaelle Sky 13 hours ago

    her haircut is the cutest

  • Willa Lareche
    Willa Lareche 14 hours ago

    21:02 is where Dying for your love Snoh alegra was shot... yes!!

  • Willa Lareche
    Willa Lareche 14 hours ago +3

    I think the weed is fine but the alcohol will be the problem.

  • Quiznoe
    Quiznoe 14 hours ago


  • Eliška Rýdlová
    Eliška Rýdlová 14 hours ago +2

    Elton John was the only one in this documentary who knows. Moderation doesn't work. Sugar coated documentary with shitty message. I love her music but... nope. Just nope.

  • Chelsea Bird
    Chelsea Bird 14 hours ago

    Love her laugh!

  • Toni Flanagan
    Toni Flanagan 14 hours ago

    26:37 she is so fire I just can't 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

  • Mike Moffett
    Mike Moffett 14 hours ago +2

    These comments don’t pass the vibe check. As a former addict clean off hard drugs moderation was my baby step towards Recovery. Recovery is not one size fits all. Demi had done moderation for 2 years so that’s proof it works and it keeps her off hard drugs. So y’all she’s still learning and growing so stop saying she’s gonna overdose again because she won’t

  • hrodBEr •
    hrodBEr • 15 hours ago

    whats it gonna take for youtube to stop showing me Demi Lovato ads. please I cant take it anymore

  • Helena Booth
    Helena Booth 15 hours ago

    New hair cut and color is cuteeeeee 🥰

    RENATA RENATA 15 hours ago

    Live Every Moment,Laugh Everyday,Love Yourself Beyond Words(Love You,Live For You)! Live 🙏

  • Its Roween
    Its Roween 15 hours ago

    Elton John is the head hauncho. Nobody tells him what to say.

  • Ashley Furr
    Ashley Furr 15 hours ago

    wow. this series was beyond powerful

  • mina 9032
    mina 9032 16 hours ago +1

    28:14 is the best part

    • Bored AF
      Bored AF 14 hours ago

      LMAOAOAOA yea it is

  • Jenna Kratsas
    Jenna Kratsas 16 hours ago +1

    the delusion in this episode is scary and heart breaking

  • SunShyne Richardson
    SunShyne Richardson 16 hours ago

    Demi and Kehlani sitting in a tree...

  • ••Kathy•• CR
    ••Kathy•• CR 17 hours ago

    She's so beautiful with that hairstyle, I absolutely love it ❤️❤️ But, even more beautiful was her laugh at the end of the video 💞💞💞

  • zainab
    zainab 17 hours ago

    demi is such a pure soul. im so proud of her for being so strong

  • Miss Wings
    Miss Wings 17 hours ago

    I don't like the blue hair girl .

  • Miss Wings
    Miss Wings 17 hours ago

    Her mother is NOT IT.

  • L M
    L M 17 hours ago

    I love Will Farrell awwww

  • Rodrigo Portugal
    Rodrigo Portugal 17 hours ago

    i love u, Demi and thank you for the braveness you had to open your heart for all of us. i believe in you. keep safe.

  • moe nae
    moe nae 17 hours ago

    She’s so amazing